I’m about to disclose something very personal… I believe in miracles.
I believe in God, Angels and the power of Universal Energy. And I’m tired of hiding it.
The universe is speaking to me, has been speaking to me for some time. Actually, I think the universe is SHOUTING at me. It’s time for me to move. To listen. To go forth.
I’m still in disbelief.
What Deborah told me were things I already know, but hearing them from a complete stranger completely solidified things for me.
My intention in calling, what came to mind when asked what my question was, was “I have a lot of fear in my life and I want to learn how to let it go.”
Here’s what she said…
I experience fear because of my body type. It’s a natural reaction; I can’t really help it.
Step 1 – I must learn to meditate and practice regularly. I knew this. It’s on my list. “Meditation will take away the fear,” she said. In like 3 weeks. I can’t even imagine what my life will be like. I can’t wait! I’m starting tonight.
Step 2 – I must keep regular hours and a regular life. I know this too. I don’t like going out at night and I feel so crappy when I don’t get enough sleep. I feel better when I wake up at the same time each day. I’m always telling Eric that we need to create “a regular schedule.” I will get on this, ASAP.
Step 3 – NO VIOLENT IMAGES. This too, I know. If you spend any time with me, you know that I do everything I can to shut myself out of this. I close my eyes when hideous movie previews come on. Eric knows to warn me. Recently, I’ve even stopped reading violent books. I refuse it. I know it exists. I wish it didn’t. In fact, I wish everyone would shelter themselves against violent images.
Step 4 – Stay away from, and be careful of microwaves. I couldn’t believe it. I haven’t had a microwave in over 10 years and am vehemently opposed to them. I told her this and she said “just be careful… Because you’re very, very, very sensitive.”
It’s so true! I am super sensitive. I know this. Eric knows this and most other people know this. I have to be super careful with food, sleep, everything really or I get sick.
She said that I using my hyper-sensitivity, I “could be helping the world.” That’s exactly what I want to do. I’m at a crossroads right now. In my spare time all I read about is energy healing, food, herbs.. actually anything that will reverse, or help illness, and anything that raises consciousness and encourages peace and enlightenment.
What Deborah helped me confirm is that this isn’t bullshit. This is real. I know all of this and I’m gonna stop trying to hide it. My life is changing…
Thank you, Deborah King.